Saturday, June 7, 2014

RoB- Out of Ms. Lina's league

Jill now completely acknowledges that nothing in her frenetic life has been private since she agreed to be branded years ago.Lina knows everything; so she must know that Jill is a recovering addict, and that Jillian's need for violence towards men lives vicariously through the killer cohort she nurtures. The realization that she has figuratively signed death sentences for Pauline and Sharon sends Jillian into a tailspin, and she is strongly tempted to use again.Jill starts to obsess about heroin, but Ms.Lina anticipates this and keeps Jill and Barb on the yacht for their "own welfare." Ms. Lina will not tolerate a drug relapse,and Jill has been warned about any more critical errors in judgment. Jill will need time to process all that has been revealed to her, including Anais' impending fate.Everyone's motives become suspect, so Jill sends Barb to another room and refuses to speak to her. Are all her staff under Ms.Lina's influence? Certainly not Yung...but doubts overwhelm her. Her headache becomes an excruciating migraine, and she lies down and tries to sleep. Certainly her dreams will be no worse than this waking nightmare, a nightmare of her own making and hubris. Jillian tries to soothe herself by thinking about Lily, but even sweet memories of her daughter exacerbate Jill's desire for heroin. Just as Jill starts to fall off to sleep,an unsettling thought strikes her. Why was Ms. Lina at Lily's and Joeffry's funeral services, when she rarely is seen in public and had never met either one? Jillian had always thought it was out of respect for her, but maybe it was something else...

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